You do not need to worry. I am a big girl now. Ready to walk, to fly, to speak. It is not that I do not love you anymore. It is the opposite. I love you more than anything in the world. Especially when you are calm, closing your eyes just breathing. even when you are sleeping, your power influences the atmosphere. You are like an angel, but I know that you are not one. There are things, I would like to tell you straight into your eyes, but I will not, ’cause I know you are not strong enough to hear them. Maybe someday, somehow. Maybe in another life. Do not worry, I will be ok. I will be alright. It hurts deep inside, cause I have to lie to you that I do not feel. You know, I do not mean it.Since you are not reading what I am writing, if I do not send them to you, there is no need for me be afraid of writing down what I feel for you, is there?
I knew, I loved you before I met you. Loved you before I could imagine that you exist. Loved you because you are who you are, what you are, how you are. Loved you not to love me, but just to love you. Not expected anything from you. Feeling sad when you feel incomfortable. Feeling happy when you smile. You believe that I am something special. Let me tell you something: I am not. Not more or less than anyone else could be or is. The truth is that I will never forget you, will always love you. Because of all the things I understand through you, because of all the strong feelings you made me realize, because all of the moments that I thought you were from somewhere up above looking at me, protecting me. Damn, because I love you.